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I feel that weight has constantly been the struggle of my life. I understand most of this is because of the pressures from my parents. Specifically my mother. She grew up in a different time and had influences that heavily impacted her parenting towards me. It’s no one’s fault.

I’m scarred in such a way that it’s the main reason of all my failures now. I’m not successful as I would like to be because of my weight. I don’t make enough money because of it. I haven’t been able to travel or live anywhere else because of it.

Could this be my inability own my decisions and actions?

Have I been using this an excuse for other things I did not try to accomplish?

Genetically, I am not blessed. I don’t have a high metabolism. Having been diagnosed with PCOS has allowed me to understand my body a bit more. There are a lot of things against me in this goal.